gMy experience in Columbia and online rowing has shaped my artistic expression. My identity blossomed within a country rife with superficial, conservative values—where happiness coexists with violence, and where men pray to virgins while sometimes resorting to lethal actions against others.

The internet offered me a sanctuary, a place where I could explore who I wanted to be. As a sensitive young girl, it helped me discover my personality and interests, even as it distanced me from the tangible world, leaving me to ponder my existence and perspectives.

In 2023, after leaving home and embarking on my journey of self-discovery, I became enthralled by online self-help culture, particularly the pseudo-psychic phenomenon known as Hashtag Lucky Girl Syndrome. TikTok promised a new life of dreams through specific audio tracks, like “layer frequency,” gentle synths, and mystical elements such as Reverse Wispel’s Ayyams. Users claimed, “If you hear this, step into a new chapter. Expect your blessing within 24 hours.”

I longed to embody this lucky girl who could attain all her desires by meticulously following these rituals. While part of me engaged with it ironically, another segment of my being genuinely resonated with it.

This image embodies Lucky Girl Syndrome, a facet of my project born from deep online exploration. I aimed to engage with this obsession to distance myself. In my bedroom, I craft mood boards, adorning the walls with printed affirmations sourced online. Some resonate deeply, while others satirize the culture with humor: “I’m in my safe zone.” “I’m not clenching my chin right now.” “The angel is observing 333.” “I shine”; “Click to save.”

I noticed that these positive visuals often featured luminous orbs, symbolizing the feelings we aspire to embody. I aimed to construct a theatrical environment that could personify various interpretations of lucky girls. This includes Yogi’s version of a lucky girl who embraces retrospection for fortune.

The Lucky Girl Syndrome Project represents a hopeful critique of how girls like me find solace in our devices and personal spaces as gateways to health and self-improvement. Yet, it extends beyond that; I’m keenly interested in questioning the constructs surrounding female identity. Cosmetic surgery has become commonplace in a culture where beauty equates to worth, while Catholic morals continue to influence gender roles, family dynamics, and perceptions of sexuality.